My First Official Japanese Lesson :)

Wooh, Jap Lesson ytd was fun!! Okamoto sensei is funny and very expressive. her reaction is always so HUGE. lol, there's this instance when she's pairing us up using As and Bs, then after she did that, she asked for the As but only a few raised up their hand and she went HEH?!! LoL! me and barry bursts out laughing. thorughout the lesson we just kept making fun of each other. when there was a mosquito flyin around, he'll say "cheevoon stop flying around la" -.-! si barry, lol. then when she asked us to pronounce some sentence or answer her question, we added something extra to it, and she'll go OH!!!! LOL! seriously, she's too expressive!! but nonetheless.... Kawaii!! haha, the feeling of being in a class, i miss it so much la..... and when she's teaching us, time seems to be moving slowly, maybe its because she speaks quite slowly, and there're times she mix jap and english together cuz many of us dont know japanese that well yet. i really look forward to attending a class where we'll be speaking jap to each other from start till end, HAHA. IT'LL BE SO DAMN COOL AND FUN MAN!!



-始めまして、私はランスです。どうぞよろしく。
-私はシンガポル人です、あなたもうシンガポル人ですか?
-いいえ、私は宇宙人です。

Boring Week つまない

work out, swim, finding jobs, sleep, eat, think. those are the things that i did for the past week. nothing interesting happened. work was okay, normal, just abit gossips here and there. oh ya, dere's something interesting... Valen's birthday. haha, surprise surprise! he was like O.O!!! totally unexpected for us to go all the way to his sch and surprise him, the expression on his face made it all well worth it, LOL!! its 12.41am now and i still cant get to sleep even thought i worked out today and swim 30 laps jz nw -.- had my dinner at 9 but i'm all hungry when it haven even reach 12!! really, what is wrong with this body of mine, keep eating but never grow.been Fb-ing alot lately due to my overly TOO MUCH free time at home. anyway, things to look forward to now is my jap class, wooh! like finally. and other than that, waiting for call from Derrick on the starhub sales training, looking to earn some bucks to cover my upcoming sch fees (if i made it). and deep inside my mind, i'm very worried about the sponsorship, i know its hopeless but i really really really hope i get it.seriously, pls let me get it, i need it badly

sigh.... went for the interview the other day. as expected, i think its hard to get it. the questions they ask, my results, urgh.... like totally blast me off. tho i tried to convince them that i will do my best in my uni, but the past results does reflect badly on me, esp my Os. damn it... the cost of uni is really alot, been calculating and all. i dun ever want to trouble my parents about it but they asked me how did the interview went, i just nodded... guess they knew... tho they have not said that i'm getting rejected but i'm prepared for the worse. looking at taking study loans from bank and working more part time jobs to cover it up. seriously..... reality is harsh..... but den again, when i tot i've gotten 2 bad news within 2 days, today i received a call from IKOMA about my jap class, wooh! someone backed out @ the last minute thus me and barry got the seats! something to brigthen my mood a lil, at least... haha. went to borders on thurs and saw this book "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus". thought the tile was interesting enough but when i take a look at the insides, its amazing how the author actually able to link us to martians and venusians. and they actually does make sense =) gonna get it someday. as for daily life, nothing much, my mind is as full as it is empty (if u get what i mean).

yay! today juz received mail from safra that i got shortlisted for the sponsorship. going for interview coming thursday. omg omg, i must make it! pls pls pls pls pls

I'm back to being normal again! new aim : to work out, 100x push ups daily routine and swim as often as possible! wanna gain some weight and muscle, LOL =X anyway, juz finished watching "huan huan ai" and i really wonder if girls really go by the quote ‘男人不壞﹐女人不愛’ HAHA, seriously, altho i know its just a show but i really think that it happens in real life too. and i feel lonely all of a sudden, if only i'm attached now, i'd be going down to her place and give her a hug, nothing special.. jz because i feel like it =) and...... when i recall wat i did over the past 2 days, i'm disappointed at myself, like wth am i thinking?!! but anyway, i told qin that i will not allow that to happen to me anymore, and i dont like to break promises. so... Jia you ba﹐ 我﹗﹗

有感覺過連眼淚都流不出的悲傷嗎? 我終於體會過了。。。。。。
如果我不再了﹐ 會不會都讓他們都過的好一點呢。。。。。

maybe I am better off alone... but when i dont call, it doesnt mean i dont care anymore, its just I need you more than you do

dont dare to wish anymore, because without wishes, there will not be disappointment

some things are better left alone, things will take place if they are meant to be

sometimes, being emo is a way to be honest with yourself
but..... its just too sad