Happenings in the Past Weeks

Wow wow wow, lol how long has it been since i last updated. guess its about time. Haha.. well, LOADS of things happened in the past few weeks. good and bad likewise.

First thing first, back to sch on 26thJan'10!! So excited, just like a preschooler gonna attend his first class. HAHA. how did it happen? well, i'm not really sure what happened but day after i sent in my reply to SIM regarding the July intake, they called me up and tell me they've got a place in Jan intake. i was like O.O!! and -_-!! BUT the offer came with a little downside which I'm only allowed to take limited modules due to my late enlistment. But whatever it is, overall its a good news =)

Then come the Genting trip. Lol! thinking back about it makes me wanna laugh. the meeting time was 6am at Queen's St. like wth, so early!! then Stella came with a swollen eye which she claimed it to be the "Good Eye". then we were waiting for Qiqin to arrive, we mistook someone for her and almost wanted to open the door for her. Then came Qiqin, Just right on the verge where we are going to leave. The journey was okay until we hit the Johore Custom. Lol, the black arrow shot back to Stella and her "precious moments" passport. too much details to be covered and i'm too lazy. in the end, she say the person just wanted an excuse to take her "Precious Moments" passport cover. After that, it was all smooth to Genting Highlands. We reached around 2pm but only checked in at 5pm.
Hotel Incident : 2 x Broken Glass
Suspect : Yen Dino
Location : Yuqian and Qiqin's Room [23910]
How did it happen : Turn + Oh shit + PRIANG!!!
So the arrow has shot stella, qiqin and dino. There are other small incidents that happened but arent worth mentioning.
Dino, Yuqian and Qiqin played their first SpaceShot in their life.

During the ride :
Yuqian : 1,2,3,4.........30. Qiqin ! we're dropping!!! O.O!!!
Qiqin : I KNOW!!!

After the ride : -
Dino : Omg!! i cant feel my hands!
Lance : Stella why ur leg entangled with mine?
Stella : HAHAH! cuz i cant reach Yu lin's!

hahaha, our RM48 was only for 2 rides [Spaceshot + Viking]
The reason why everyone is screaming during the non-scary viking was because it was so darn cold!!

what we've eaten the most during the trip : Cha-Yé Dan [Tea-leaves Egg]
i think our group had more than 30 of them during the whole trip

Most painful experience during the trip : Heart - Attack on 1st night in Lance and Dino's Room
Punishers : the Lads
Receivers : The Gals [well, most of the time]

Oh ya, we went to watch AVATAR on the first night after our painful experience of heart attack. Qiqin and Yuqian were like sleeping their dreams away during the show, so they are like watching the trailers but at a PAID price. Lol! =X oh and Dino love their popcorn i tell ya, before she show start, he finished his and asked us for more when stella was like complaining the popcorn have got weird taste. Oh wells.... haha

For the rest of the trip, nothing much. Just eat, shop, sleep, talk, walk and laugh. Haha
Overall rating : Fun!

Registered for the next term of my Japanese Class, hope so see more fun people! hehs =)

Recently just bought a Lappy, YAY! Toshiba Satellite M500. the specs are even better than my dekstop, Lol. getting ready for new chapter of my life. People say Uni will be the most fun days in your life. Hm... so i'm really looking forward to it.

Although I've been true to my own words of not wanting to burden my parents anymore, but i've failed this time. miscalculation on my part, so i guess i'm not as good as i thought i would be

Wonderfool

Great! i think i just got rejected by SAFRA abt the sponsorship. THEN, Unisim told me they will reserve a place for me for July intake as Jan intake is fully taken. Wow, how great is that, FML....

Joy To The World

JOY TO THE WORLD...=)

Jeremiah was a bullfrog,

Was good friend of mine.

I never understood a single word he said

but I helped him drink his whine.

He always had some mighty fine wine.

Sing it Joy to the world...

all the boys and girls now ,

joy to the fishes in the deep bluesea

and joy to you and me.

And if i were the king of the world ,

i tell you what i would do.

Id throw away the cars and the bars in the world

and id make sweet love to you.

Sing it now : Joy the the world ,

all the boys and girls ,

joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea ,

joy to you and me.

You know I love the ladies ,

love to have my fun ...

Im a hard knock flyer and a rainbow rider ...

a straight shootin son of a gun ,

i said a straight shootin sun of a gun.

Joy to the world ,

all the boys and girls ,

joy to all the fishes in the deep blue sea ,

joy to you and me.

Joy to the world ,

all the boys and girls ,

joy to the world joy to you and me

Joy to the world ,

all the boys and girls ,

joy to the fishies in the deep blue sea

joy to you and me.

Joy the the world ,

all the boys and girls ,

joy to the world ,

joy to you and me.

Joy to the world ,

all the boys and girls ,

joy to the world ,

joy to you and me.

-This song is from the current Drama that i'm watching(finishing already tho) Lunch no Joou [Lunch Queen] and its really nice, kinda like make u wanna dance? Haha =))

これからがかわります =)

wahs.... past week has been slacking again.... been watching Jdramas and animes alot more recently, completed a few series in a week or so. LoL =X and i just finished reading Yakuza Moon by Shoko Tendo. Its a good book, really... after reading it, i'm forced to think of alot of things. like how fortunate I am for just being born in a normal family, and what i should be doing from now on. =) its not like i didnt think about this before. its just that it made me recall what i should be doing. well, i cant promise a big change but at the very least, a change is coming.


如何してだろ、きゅうにあなたのかおがでてきました
もうしかして、 あなたのことがまあだきになるかも
まあ。。。べつにかくらんでるわけじゃないし
たあだこゆ事はないしょにしてほうがいいだと思う
あなたのことがまあだ好きで話は本当だけど

してるですか?

sighz.... past week have not been fruitful at all. keep skipping work, sleeping almost 15hrs aday, the rest are spent watching animes, reading manga, chatting or simply stoning. Damn it man, been skipping my regular exercises too. i'm just too lazy to do anything, no motivation at all, why like that. Work at SushiTei was alright i guess, but still, always doing runner is not that fun. Repeating order and send food is alright but when it gets busy and we still need to top plate and whats more, ppl outside say "one rice", sometimes it really gets to my nerve. its like Fuck man, i'm so busy right now and i still need to do this, worse when u see that there's no more rice bowl and u need to go back-kitchen and take. haiz, been wanting to tell the management but always forget... i'll make sure i tell them about this..PFtt!! other than that, Jap lesson was as usual. nth quite new to be worth mentioning. oh ya, one of the reason why i so lazy is prolly the weather, too good to be outta bed. haha, i love the sound of raindrops, it'd be best if i'm sleeping in a tent by the sea while its raining, with a dimlit lamp and a pillow + blanket. heavenly..... but where can i find such time? and doing it alone seems damn loner -.- maybe i shld only do it in my dream. Just Sunday, went to watch SAW6 with Aaron, Josh, Hantu, Phyoe and his gf. The opening was like WTF?!! i was shaking la... could be because it was damn cold in the cinema or/and the opening was too gore. haha, luckily i didnt have anything before the show or else i'm gonna be sick. well, one thing for sure, i didnt get nightmares becuz of it, phew....

oh ya, recently a fren of mine just said this when i ask her if she's slping yet "too lazy to sleep"
Pretty cool ya? contradicting hehs

してるですか?
あなたが傷つけた時に、 私がないていた
私に相談した時、 何時もあなたのことがおうえんする
やっぱりあなたのことがまあだ好きです
でも。。。もうしてたはず
あなたが私に好きになれない

2 week ago.....

wow, keep saying i wanna update but too lazy. haha but anyway, its gonna be a long post, lets see, 2 weeks ago was my last class with Okamoto Sensei. Well, she was very hyper in her class and all but she's still my replacement class teacher. Abit sad that gotta leave her class to rejoin my original class [konbu - こんぶ]. took some photos with her and Barry on our last day. Haha, then she went on and tell our teacher, Reika Kato sensei that we got some basics in japanese....which then resulted in some questioning by Kato Sensei on my first day with her.... haha

Me, Okamoto Sensei, Barry

Last week.....

Kato Sensei was different from Okamoto Sensei. well... both of them are nice but Kato sensei is quite musical. haha, she can hum music throughout the 3hrs class, hehs! well, one thing never change, that is their facial expression when i surprise them with sth. LoL! i just love it!! =X and there's always A Barry for me to bully, or test my jap on. LoL!! Other than jap class, been working 2 jobs now, SushiTei + Starhub Direct sales. well, consider it a way to make use of my time since i'll be sleeping at home if i'm not out working... Hahs. Being outspoken is good but talking someone into buying something need some skill. lol, well, if i ever get a chance to visit your place, then i shall demonstrate. The working environment there is ok i guess, mostly younger than me. damn... i'm getting old, already 23. my mum wld always say this in front of her frens, "好命的話﹐我以經做奶奶了。" HAHAHA, damn!! Oh yea, got hit by car recently. LoL, on zebra crossing somemore, i was damn lucky that it was during a turn so the velocity wasnt that high. Imagine straight road, lom pia liao ji tao bee poo bee poo, HAHAHA! so i got away with some bruises and scratches, well the driver was a female around 20+ i think. she was so damn scared when she saw me on the floor. i told her i'm alright after she sent me to polyclinic but she insisted i go for X-ray so the next day she drove me down to TTSH for a scan. turned out to be nothing serious la, just some minor injury. LoL... i dunno why i kena langgar still can laugh, LOL!! then i called ST and tell them i got into accident, words spreads so fast, ppl start msging me. LoL... and so here i am, alive and kicking and bloggin. hehs....

Today [1st'Nov'09]


Jap Class!! wooh! the thing that i most look forward to every week. I was late, like 20mins late, the moment i enter the class, i apologize and guess what. so zhun she was teaching nouns, specifically "clock". so she point to me and say "tokei" [clock], the class laughed. then i reply, huh? oh tokei! wakarimasu! [i know], the class laughed even louder. LoL! sheet!! oki, so there... i went to an empty seat, cuz today i was late, so didnt sit with Barry, sat infront of him. so the lesson went on.... then suddenly got this 2 girls came in and looked for Kato Sensei, apparently they were her Full-time Students. Barry whispered to me "Kawaii zou!!" HAHA!! then i just whispered back, "Jya denwa bango totte kure" [so go get the number], and he replied "siao!" LoL! Barry wa wakari yasui na... then during break, i was having a short talk with Kato sensei, she was telling me and barry to move on to Basic 2. but i told her that her class is fun and i enjoyed it, LoL. Then during one of the pair practice, she came and observe us when i accidentally blurted out sth that has not been taught, then she went HO!! HAHA! then she start asking me things like how long have i been studying jap, and where and how. the rest of the class just stare, weird la! then class ended, asked a few more questions and left the class. Supposedly to have dinner with Barry but cuz his dad msg him saying @ home got cook sambal sotong, he going back to eat. haha... haven visit his house since dunno how long ago liao. sigh.... i'm slowly drifting away from my best pals, why is this happening?

My First Official Japanese Lesson :)

Wooh, Jap Lesson ytd was fun!! Okamoto sensei is funny and very expressive. her reaction is always so HUGE. lol, there's this instance when she's pairing us up using As and Bs, then after she did that, she asked for the As but only a few raised up their hand and she went HEH?!! LoL! me and barry bursts out laughing. thorughout the lesson we just kept making fun of each other. when there was a mosquito flyin around, he'll say "cheevoon stop flying around la" -.-! si barry, lol. then when she asked us to pronounce some sentence or answer her question, we added something extra to it, and she'll go OH!!!! LOL! seriously, she's too expressive!! but nonetheless.... Kawaii!! haha, the feeling of being in a class, i miss it so much la..... and when she's teaching us, time seems to be moving slowly, maybe its because she speaks quite slowly, and there're times she mix jap and english together cuz many of us dont know japanese that well yet. i really look forward to attending a class where we'll be speaking jap to each other from start till end, HAHA. IT'LL BE SO DAMN COOL AND FUN MAN!!



-始めまして、私はランスです。どうぞよろしく。
-私はシンガポル人です、あなたもうシンガポル人ですか?
-いいえ、私は宇宙人です。

Boring Week つまない

work out, swim, finding jobs, sleep, eat, think. those are the things that i did for the past week. nothing interesting happened. work was okay, normal, just abit gossips here and there. oh ya, dere's something interesting... Valen's birthday. haha, surprise surprise! he was like O.O!!! totally unexpected for us to go all the way to his sch and surprise him, the expression on his face made it all well worth it, LOL!! its 12.41am now and i still cant get to sleep even thought i worked out today and swim 30 laps jz nw -.- had my dinner at 9 but i'm all hungry when it haven even reach 12!! really, what is wrong with this body of mine, keep eating but never grow.been Fb-ing alot lately due to my overly TOO MUCH free time at home. anyway, things to look forward to now is my jap class, wooh! like finally. and other than that, waiting for call from Derrick on the starhub sales training, looking to earn some bucks to cover my upcoming sch fees (if i made it). and deep inside my mind, i'm very worried about the sponsorship, i know its hopeless but i really really really hope i get it.seriously, pls let me get it, i need it badly

sigh.... went for the interview the other day. as expected, i think its hard to get it. the questions they ask, my results, urgh.... like totally blast me off. tho i tried to convince them that i will do my best in my uni, but the past results does reflect badly on me, esp my Os. damn it... the cost of uni is really alot, been calculating and all. i dun ever want to trouble my parents about it but they asked me how did the interview went, i just nodded... guess they knew... tho they have not said that i'm getting rejected but i'm prepared for the worse. looking at taking study loans from bank and working more part time jobs to cover it up. seriously..... reality is harsh..... but den again, when i tot i've gotten 2 bad news within 2 days, today i received a call from IKOMA about my jap class, wooh! someone backed out @ the last minute thus me and barry got the seats! something to brigthen my mood a lil, at least... haha. went to borders on thurs and saw this book "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus". thought the tile was interesting enough but when i take a look at the insides, its amazing how the author actually able to link us to martians and venusians. and they actually does make sense =) gonna get it someday. as for daily life, nothing much, my mind is as full as it is empty (if u get what i mean).

yay! today juz received mail from safra that i got shortlisted for the sponsorship. going for interview coming thursday. omg omg, i must make it! pls pls pls pls pls

I'm back to being normal again! new aim : to work out, 100x push ups daily routine and swim as often as possible! wanna gain some weight and muscle, LOL =X anyway, juz finished watching "huan huan ai" and i really wonder if girls really go by the quote ‘男人不壞﹐女人不愛’ HAHA, seriously, altho i know its just a show but i really think that it happens in real life too. and i feel lonely all of a sudden, if only i'm attached now, i'd be going down to her place and give her a hug, nothing special.. jz because i feel like it =) and...... when i recall wat i did over the past 2 days, i'm disappointed at myself, like wth am i thinking?!! but anyway, i told qin that i will not allow that to happen to me anymore, and i dont like to break promises. so... Jia you ba﹐ 我﹗﹗

有感覺過連眼淚都流不出的悲傷嗎? 我終於體會過了。。。。。。
如果我不再了﹐ 會不會都讓他們都過的好一點呢。。。。。

maybe I am better off alone... but when i dont call, it doesnt mean i dont care anymore, its just I need you more than you do

dont dare to wish anymore, because without wishes, there will not be disappointment

some things are better left alone, things will take place if they are meant to be

sometimes, being emo is a way to be honest with yourself
but..... its just too sad

praying deep from my heart that hoping your fairytale will blossom =)

我的愛人

我知道故事不會太曲折
wo zhi dao gu shi bu hui tai qu zhe
I know this story is pretty straightforward

我總會遇見一個什麼人
wo zong hui yu jian yi ge shen me ren
I will find someone

陪我過沒有了她的人生
pei wo guo mei you le ta de ren sheng
To accompany me along the life without her

成家立業之類的等等
cheng jia li ye zhi lei de deng deng
Settle down, good career and everything

她做了她覺得對的選擇
ta zuo le ta jue de dui de xuan ze
Since she's made the choice she thinks is right

我只好祝福她真的對了
wo zhi hao zhu fu ta zhen de dui le
I can only give her my blessings

愛不到我最想要愛的人
ai bu dao wo zui xiang yao ai de ren
I can't love the person that I really want to

誰還能要我怎樣呢
shui hai neng yao wo zhen me ne
What else can I do?

我愛的人 不是我的愛人
wo ai de ren / bu shi wo de ai ren
The person I love is not my lover

她心裡每一寸 都屬於另一個人
ta xin li mei yi cun / dou shu yu ling yi ge ren
Every inch in her heart has been taken by the other person

她真幸福 幸福得真殘忍
ta zhen xin fu / xin fu de zhen can ren
She's really happy and this happiness is cruel

讓我又愛又恨 她的愛怎麼那麼深
rang wo you ai you hen / ta de ai zen me na me shen
Makes me love and hate how can her love be that deep

我的愛人 她已有了愛人
wo de ai ren / ta yi you le ai ren
The person I love has a lover

從他們的眼神 說明了我不可能
cong ta men de yan shen / shuo ming le wo bu ke neng
The look in their eyes tells it all, it's impossible for me

每當聽見 她或他說(我們)
mei dang ting jian / ta huo ta shuo (wo men)
Everytime I hear them use 'we'

就像聽見愛情 永恆的嘲笑聲
jiu xiang ting jian ai qing / yong heng de chao xiao sheng
It's just like love, laughing at me, eternally

none

Just read her blog today, she's attached. shld've guessed it when i felt the way she chats differs from the usual. also, there was the dream, haa... guess i'm still a failure. knowing that she's attached made my chest feels tight but at the same time, a feeling of defeat. nonetheless, hopes for the best for her

:is loving the person you love the most OR loving the person who love you the most:

It hurts to know that u're in trouble yet there is nothing that I can do.

It hurts even more when I dont know what I can do for you.

Sometimes, I question my existance.

Then I conclude that I'm here for U.

My Valentine

Today, i made a confession. Whether the choice is right or wrong, it doesnt matter. what matters is, she get to know how i feel. I'm not asking anything in return, but i ask for nothing bad to happen. If it turns out we are not meant to be, sincerely.... I hope that this relationship now will not cease to be.......

Single Heart

haha, a poem i wrote a long time ago, lol, must be damn emo then

Single Heart
Brushing the air, gliding thru the sky
lighting every star along with my mind
painting the moon a quarter white
leaving the shadow covering the rest
even if I'm not the one who knows you best
I'm sure I cared for you more than the rest

In the night, you're always on my mind
In the day, you always make me shine
should one day you leave me behind
I will only say “You did it because you're kind”

In starless night feeling the breeze
My happiness left its only least
The smile of moon cant be seen
But somehow i still believe in
That one day u might realize
I’m always by your side
Hoping to be your guide
To love you with the rest of My Life

I regard my life resembling a lock
Thus walking this earth searching the key
Meeting you might be unnecessary
But loving you sure is my task
"why is it so?" you wondered and asked
Needless for even a second I answered
“Because you're my one and only,
You are part of my destiny“

Days has passed so as months
Its been so long since the last glance
We might be near yet so far
“Are u still the one" YES u are
Even so, we might not be one
friend or buddy, at least we can
your smile has always liven my day
so from today onwards I will pray
that even on the day that I die
i would never want to see you cry