yay! today juz received mail from safra that i got shortlisted for the sponsorship. going for interview coming thursday. omg omg, i must make it! pls pls pls pls pls

I'm back to being normal again! new aim : to work out, 100x push ups daily routine and swim as often as possible! wanna gain some weight and muscle, LOL =X anyway, juz finished watching "huan huan ai" and i really wonder if girls really go by the quote ‘男人不壞﹐女人不愛’ HAHA, seriously, altho i know its just a show but i really think that it happens in real life too. and i feel lonely all of a sudden, if only i'm attached now, i'd be going down to her place and give her a hug, nothing special.. jz because i feel like it =) and...... when i recall wat i did over the past 2 days, i'm disappointed at myself, like wth am i thinking?!! but anyway, i told qin that i will not allow that to happen to me anymore, and i dont like to break promises. so... Jia you ba﹐ 我﹗﹗

有感覺過連眼淚都流不出的悲傷嗎? 我終於體會過了。。。。。。
如果我不再了﹐ 會不會都讓他們都過的好一點呢。。。。。

maybe I am better off alone... but when i dont call, it doesnt mean i dont care anymore, its just I need you more than you do

dont dare to wish anymore, because without wishes, there will not be disappointment

some things are better left alone, things will take place if they are meant to be

sometimes, being emo is a way to be honest with yourself
but..... its just too sad