sigh.... went for the interview the other day. as expected, i think its hard to get it. the questions they ask, my results, urgh.... like totally blast me off. tho i tried to convince them that i will do my best in my uni, but the past results does reflect badly on me, esp my Os. damn it... the cost of uni is really alot, been calculating and all. i dun ever want to trouble my parents about it but they asked me how did the interview went, i just nodded... guess they knew... tho they have not said that i'm getting rejected but i'm prepared for the worse. looking at taking study loans from bank and working more part time jobs to cover it up. seriously..... reality is harsh..... but den again, when i tot i've gotten 2 bad news within 2 days, today i received a call from IKOMA about my jap class, wooh! someone backed out @ the last minute thus me and barry got the seats! something to brigthen my mood a lil, at least... haha. went to borders on thurs and saw this book "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus". thought the tile was interesting enough but when i take a look at the insides, its amazing how the author actually able to link us to martians and venusians. and they actually does make sense =) gonna get it someday. as for daily life, nothing much, my mind is as full as it is empty (if u get what i mean).