してるですか?

sighz.... past week have not been fruitful at all. keep skipping work, sleeping almost 15hrs aday, the rest are spent watching animes, reading manga, chatting or simply stoning. Damn it man, been skipping my regular exercises too. i'm just too lazy to do anything, no motivation at all, why like that. Work at SushiTei was alright i guess, but still, always doing runner is not that fun. Repeating order and send food is alright but when it gets busy and we still need to top plate and whats more, ppl outside say "one rice", sometimes it really gets to my nerve. its like Fuck man, i'm so busy right now and i still need to do this, worse when u see that there's no more rice bowl and u need to go back-kitchen and take. haiz, been wanting to tell the management but always forget... i'll make sure i tell them about this..PFtt!! other than that, Jap lesson was as usual. nth quite new to be worth mentioning. oh ya, one of the reason why i so lazy is prolly the weather, too good to be outta bed. haha, i love the sound of raindrops, it'd be best if i'm sleeping in a tent by the sea while its raining, with a dimlit lamp and a pillow + blanket. heavenly..... but where can i find such time? and doing it alone seems damn loner -.- maybe i shld only do it in my dream. Just Sunday, went to watch SAW6 with Aaron, Josh, Hantu, Phyoe and his gf. The opening was like WTF?!! i was shaking la... could be because it was damn cold in the cinema or/and the opening was too gore. haha, luckily i didnt have anything before the show or else i'm gonna be sick. well, one thing for sure, i didnt get nightmares becuz of it, phew....

oh ya, recently a fren of mine just said this when i ask her if she's slping yet "too lazy to sleep"
Pretty cool ya? contradicting hehs

してるですか?
あなたが傷つけた時に、 私がないていた
私に相談した時、 何時もあなたのことがおうえんする
やっぱりあなたのことがまあだ好きです
でも。。。もうしてたはず
あなたが私に好きになれない

2 week ago.....

wow, keep saying i wanna update but too lazy. haha but anyway, its gonna be a long post, lets see, 2 weeks ago was my last class with Okamoto Sensei. Well, she was very hyper in her class and all but she's still my replacement class teacher. Abit sad that gotta leave her class to rejoin my original class [konbu - こんぶ]. took some photos with her and Barry on our last day. Haha, then she went on and tell our teacher, Reika Kato sensei that we got some basics in japanese....which then resulted in some questioning by Kato Sensei on my first day with her.... haha

Me, Okamoto Sensei, Barry

Last week.....

Kato Sensei was different from Okamoto Sensei. well... both of them are nice but Kato sensei is quite musical. haha, she can hum music throughout the 3hrs class, hehs! well, one thing never change, that is their facial expression when i surprise them with sth. LoL! i just love it!! =X and there's always A Barry for me to bully, or test my jap on. LoL!! Other than jap class, been working 2 jobs now, SushiTei + Starhub Direct sales. well, consider it a way to make use of my time since i'll be sleeping at home if i'm not out working... Hahs. Being outspoken is good but talking someone into buying something need some skill. lol, well, if i ever get a chance to visit your place, then i shall demonstrate. The working environment there is ok i guess, mostly younger than me. damn... i'm getting old, already 23. my mum wld always say this in front of her frens, "好命的話﹐我以經做奶奶了。" HAHAHA, damn!! Oh yea, got hit by car recently. LoL, on zebra crossing somemore, i was damn lucky that it was during a turn so the velocity wasnt that high. Imagine straight road, lom pia liao ji tao bee poo bee poo, HAHAHA! so i got away with some bruises and scratches, well the driver was a female around 20+ i think. she was so damn scared when she saw me on the floor. i told her i'm alright after she sent me to polyclinic but she insisted i go for X-ray so the next day she drove me down to TTSH for a scan. turned out to be nothing serious la, just some minor injury. LoL... i dunno why i kena langgar still can laugh, LOL!! then i called ST and tell them i got into accident, words spreads so fast, ppl start msging me. LoL... and so here i am, alive and kicking and bloggin. hehs....

Today [1st'Nov'09]


Jap Class!! wooh! the thing that i most look forward to every week. I was late, like 20mins late, the moment i enter the class, i apologize and guess what. so zhun she was teaching nouns, specifically "clock". so she point to me and say "tokei" [clock], the class laughed. then i reply, huh? oh tokei! wakarimasu! [i know], the class laughed even louder. LoL! sheet!! oki, so there... i went to an empty seat, cuz today i was late, so didnt sit with Barry, sat infront of him. so the lesson went on.... then suddenly got this 2 girls came in and looked for Kato Sensei, apparently they were her Full-time Students. Barry whispered to me "Kawaii zou!!" HAHA!! then i just whispered back, "Jya denwa bango totte kure" [so go get the number], and he replied "siao!" LoL! Barry wa wakari yasui na... then during break, i was having a short talk with Kato sensei, she was telling me and barry to move on to Basic 2. but i told her that her class is fun and i enjoyed it, LoL. Then during one of the pair practice, she came and observe us when i accidentally blurted out sth that has not been taught, then she went HO!! HAHA! then she start asking me things like how long have i been studying jap, and where and how. the rest of the class just stare, weird la! then class ended, asked a few more questions and left the class. Supposedly to have dinner with Barry but cuz his dad msg him saying @ home got cook sambal sotong, he going back to eat. haha... haven visit his house since dunno how long ago liao. sigh.... i'm slowly drifting away from my best pals, why is this happening?

My First Official Japanese Lesson :)

Wooh, Jap Lesson ytd was fun!! Okamoto sensei is funny and very expressive. her reaction is always so HUGE. lol, there's this instance when she's pairing us up using As and Bs, then after she did that, she asked for the As but only a few raised up their hand and she went HEH?!! LoL! me and barry bursts out laughing. thorughout the lesson we just kept making fun of each other. when there was a mosquito flyin around, he'll say "cheevoon stop flying around la" -.-! si barry, lol. then when she asked us to pronounce some sentence or answer her question, we added something extra to it, and she'll go OH!!!! LOL! seriously, she's too expressive!! but nonetheless.... Kawaii!! haha, the feeling of being in a class, i miss it so much la..... and when she's teaching us, time seems to be moving slowly, maybe its because she speaks quite slowly, and there're times she mix jap and english together cuz many of us dont know japanese that well yet. i really look forward to attending a class where we'll be speaking jap to each other from start till end, HAHA. IT'LL BE SO DAMN COOL AND FUN MAN!!



-始めまして、私はランスです。どうぞよろしく。
-私はシンガポル人です、あなたもうシンガポル人ですか?
-いいえ、私は宇宙人です。

Boring Week つまない

work out, swim, finding jobs, sleep, eat, think. those are the things that i did for the past week. nothing interesting happened. work was okay, normal, just abit gossips here and there. oh ya, dere's something interesting... Valen's birthday. haha, surprise surprise! he was like O.O!!! totally unexpected for us to go all the way to his sch and surprise him, the expression on his face made it all well worth it, LOL!! its 12.41am now and i still cant get to sleep even thought i worked out today and swim 30 laps jz nw -.- had my dinner at 9 but i'm all hungry when it haven even reach 12!! really, what is wrong with this body of mine, keep eating but never grow.been Fb-ing alot lately due to my overly TOO MUCH free time at home. anyway, things to look forward to now is my jap class, wooh! like finally. and other than that, waiting for call from Derrick on the starhub sales training, looking to earn some bucks to cover my upcoming sch fees (if i made it). and deep inside my mind, i'm very worried about the sponsorship, i know its hopeless but i really really really hope i get it.seriously, pls let me get it, i need it badly

sigh.... went for the interview the other day. as expected, i think its hard to get it. the questions they ask, my results, urgh.... like totally blast me off. tho i tried to convince them that i will do my best in my uni, but the past results does reflect badly on me, esp my Os. damn it... the cost of uni is really alot, been calculating and all. i dun ever want to trouble my parents about it but they asked me how did the interview went, i just nodded... guess they knew... tho they have not said that i'm getting rejected but i'm prepared for the worse. looking at taking study loans from bank and working more part time jobs to cover it up. seriously..... reality is harsh..... but den again, when i tot i've gotten 2 bad news within 2 days, today i received a call from IKOMA about my jap class, wooh! someone backed out @ the last minute thus me and barry got the seats! something to brigthen my mood a lil, at least... haha. went to borders on thurs and saw this book "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus". thought the tile was interesting enough but when i take a look at the insides, its amazing how the author actually able to link us to martians and venusians. and they actually does make sense =) gonna get it someday. as for daily life, nothing much, my mind is as full as it is empty (if u get what i mean).

yay! today juz received mail from safra that i got shortlisted for the sponsorship. going for interview coming thursday. omg omg, i must make it! pls pls pls pls pls

I'm back to being normal again! new aim : to work out, 100x push ups daily routine and swim as often as possible! wanna gain some weight and muscle, LOL =X anyway, juz finished watching "huan huan ai" and i really wonder if girls really go by the quote ‘男人不壞﹐女人不愛’ HAHA, seriously, altho i know its just a show but i really think that it happens in real life too. and i feel lonely all of a sudden, if only i'm attached now, i'd be going down to her place and give her a hug, nothing special.. jz because i feel like it =) and...... when i recall wat i did over the past 2 days, i'm disappointed at myself, like wth am i thinking?!! but anyway, i told qin that i will not allow that to happen to me anymore, and i dont like to break promises. so... Jia you ba﹐ 我﹗﹗

有感覺過連眼淚都流不出的悲傷嗎? 我終於體會過了。。。。。。
如果我不再了﹐ 會不會都讓他們都過的好一點呢。。。。。

maybe I am better off alone... but when i dont call, it doesnt mean i dont care anymore, its just I need you more than you do

dont dare to wish anymore, because without wishes, there will not be disappointment